Let me start by saying I am SO sorry for just leaving without any notice.. days turned into weeks, weeks months and well here we are! Hope you are all well. THANK YOU if you are still here with me! xo!
@ElleFowler7 years agoOmg what a nice surprise to see your video in my sub box! Watching now - so happy you are back! 63
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@elizabethcooper_artist7 years agoOh, my heart breaks for you. I had horrible postpartum depression after my daughter was born in 2014, and it took me a very long time to recover. I now. ...Expand19
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@terrycoleman5507 years agoAs soon as i saw your beautiful face in sub. Box click i feel bad that you are going thru that horrible sickness but very happy you took the time for yourself. ...Expand26
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@Dalila1447 years agoBeing a doctor, i fully understand the difficulties that someone with depression has to face. Although extremely common, postpartum depression is still. ...Expand8
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@KristenGullick7 years agoGlad to see your face! No judgement here. I suffered with postpartum depression as well and it was life altering. I' m so glad you are feeling better my love. 12
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@lanamitchell25177 years agoAs someone who lost a friend to suicide due to major depression i am happy and thankful that you took the time off to improve your mental help and to take. ...Expand10
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@vjj15productions7 years agoI remember watching that xsparkage video and crying because i' ve been through depression before there are still days i' m struggling with it but. ...Expand3
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@tori84297 years agoHey there! I' m glad you are starting to feel better. Depression is a bitch. Definitely missed your content. Looking forward to you being back! 6
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@tracey11877 years agoSo glad to have you back. I think i have watched you since 2011. I understand about the depression i have it everyday and mine is not post pardom. So glad u feel better. 3
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@djimpens7 years agoDefinitely missed you. Welcome back and no explanation was needed. 41
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@hazbop80807 years agoI' m so glad you posted this and you definitely didn' t need to apologize. I also suffer from depression and anxiety and it definitely is hard to explain to someone who doesn' t suffer from it. 7
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@ThisBlessedMess7 years agoI was so happy to see you! I' ve missed you! But don' t feel like you have to explain to us why you took time to take care of yourself! Totallybut i am glad you' re back! 3
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@irishrx807 years agoI' m so sorry you have been struggling for this past year. I' m glad that you have the courage and support to get the help that you need and are. ...Expand3
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@ShannoninBC7 years agoYou uploading this personal vlog is inspirational. Thank you for your strength, bravery and honesty; apologies are unnecessary! I' ve scanned the comments. ...Expand1
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@lainiestewart6227 years agoGlad to see you back! No apologies needed, and bravo for having the courage to make yourself vulnerable and talk about a real issue of depression. The. ...Expand2
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@nicoleknapp7777 years agoSo glad to see your beautiful face in my sub box this morning. I too suffer from depression and i know how difficult it can be. Sometimes we just need time to ourselves. I' m glad you' re doing better. 1
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@staciehenson24257 years agoI have postpartum depression with both pregnancies so i can relate. But thank you for being as strong as you are to talk about it. I am glad you feel much better. 1
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@itssam98447 years agoSweetheart you don' t have to apologize. I have anxiety and depression so i completely understand where you' re coming from. We all love you so much and whenever you' re ready we' ll be here. 7
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@1DawnMarie17 years agoI am so happy to see you back in my subscription box. I never suffered with postpartum depression but i did have some fairly bad anxiety issues for a while. ...Expand
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@Catullus857 years agoIt' s wonderful to have you back! I bought some cute halloween scarves at dollar tree the other day and thought of you; i totally understand about. ...Expand
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@msepooh18387 years agoYay! I am glad you are back and doing better! I dealt with post pardum as well, and my daughter is currently struggling with depression! Can' t wait for videos!
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@kristined70007 years agoI missed you & your bubbly videos! Sending you love & blessings! Can' t wait for your new videos.
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@NessieLeigh7 years agoDon' t ever feel like you have to apologise for putting yourself and your health - especially your mental health first. I' ve been struggling with. ...Expand10
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@thefadedwildflower7 years agoBeen there. I had postpartum depression with my second and didn' t even realize it til she was 10 months old. I' m on meds and soo much happier now. Praise hands for your return and for sharing your story.
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@jessicabaca51867 years agoI get you girl, don' t stress. I struggle too and my number one indicator of a bad few weeks is when i can' t find motivation to paint my nails and take care of myself. My husband knows it too.
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@brittanym51207 years agoI' m so glad to see you' re back! I understand about anxiety and depression since i suffer from it too. I' m also an introvert. It' s great. ...Expand
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@heatherang7 years agoSo happy to see you back! I started watching you when i was going through anxiety etc myself. You helped me so now it' s time for us to help you! I' m so glad you' re feeling better! You look wonderful!
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@ayanap83967 years agoI go through the same thing and your channel helped me get out of my funk when it got me bad couple years ago. So happy you are back! I just thought of. ...Expand
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@bhsandlin17 years agoGlad to see you back! Love and prayers to you! Can' t wait for your next monthly favorites!
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@abideinshalom7 years agoBlessings to you and your family! Keeping you in prayer. Glad you are back to your outlet! So courageous of you to address and highlight your struggle. Shows the true character of your spirit.
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@angellorrice44297 years agoFirst off it' s so great to see you in my feed again! Thank you for sharing with us, i had ppd for a long time after my 1st child. I couldn' t cope . ...Expand
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@tinagibbs8587 years agoI am so glad to see you back! I look forward to seeing more of you! You have my prayers on what you are going through. I too suffer from the same thing. Love, hugs, and prayers!
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@smallfries877 years agoYou' re awesome and brace. Thank you for sharing your struggles! I' m happy to see your face again.
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@YuliArmstrong7 years agoSooo haapyy youre baacckk! That' s me singing to you ) and see. I think a lot of us mommys can relate. So happy to see your beautiful face back elise.
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@SB-jj1vj7 years agoI was just looking through your old videos last night wondering where you were! So glad to see your face:
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@allisonjane9137 years agoWelcome back! Seeing this video in my subscription feed just now couldn' t have had any better timing. You and leesha are two of my og favorites.
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@Bethsbeautydiary7 years agoWelcome back! Sending you big hugs i' ve missed your videos but i' m glad you took the time to take care of yourself. Can' t wait for some fall videos & hauls.
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@EternalPinkPassion7 years agoYou really shouldn' t feel like you have to apologize. You and your mental health come first, before this channel or your viewers. I' ve been s. ...Expand34
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@amandajs217 years agoLoved seeing this in my sub box! Thinking about you and praying for you!
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@creativepatty84717 years agoSo excited to see yoy again! I totally miss your silliness. So glad your better. I' ve been there and just the memory aches my heart til this day. Onward and upward sweet girl. Yay for videos!
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@MommaSchmoozeReviews7 years agoDefinitely missed you and i' ll be praying for you. I can' t imagine having to deal with what you dealt with, so hard! I' m glad you found medicine . ...Expand
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@bombshellness7 years agoFirstly, i' m so glad to see you! I' ve followed you and xsparkage for almost a decade, and i' m notified every time you post. Secondly, the more . ...Expand
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@tiffannyyyyy7 years agoOh gosh, my mamma heart hurts for you! I' m barely climbing out of the depths of postpartum depression and my son is almost 2! Depression is truly suffocating, . ...Expand
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@lizwood45497 years agoThank you for sharing. Glad you are doing better.
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@amykimsey23217 years agoSo glad to have you back happy and healthy. It was very brave of you to tell your story. I' m sure your story will help others. Know that you are loved and supported!
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@butterflyprincess21777 years agoBeauty room tour! Kitchen organization tour! Get ready with me! Reviews! I' m so glad you' re back! I just figured you were taking time to adjust. ...Expand
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@bonniepattie48567 years agoI' ve been watching your videos for a long time and i' m so happy you' re back! Thank you for being so brave and sharing your story with us. Everyone . ...Expand
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@TheAnxietyAdvocate7 years agoWish i could give you a hug! You' re so powerful and we' re all sending you so much love!
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@vegansprinkles7 years agoYay! It' s so nice to see you: definitely no need to apologize i' ve struggled with depression too and it sucks- i' m so glad you' re doing. ...Expand
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@AbbeyCchannel7 years agoI' ve never struggled with chronic depression, and considered mys but i have many people near and dear to my heart who do, and i have several friends. ...Expand
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@SarahRoseLynn7 years agoSo crazy i was going through my subscriptions and i was thinking about you! I loved watching your tutorials and pregnancy vlogs back in the day. So happy to see youre back and youre doing ok!
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@Nickhexumluvsme7 years agoI' m so glad to see you in my sub box! I was just thinking of you last week! I was like " where is she! "
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@Gilmoreonfire127 years agoLoved seeing this video pop up in my subscriptions! Love your lip color per usual:
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@1liberaldem6 years agoI had wondered where you were. I' m so sorry to hear about your struggles, but am glad you' ve made it through.
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@lauralynntmo7 years agoSo very happy to see you back. Thank you for sharing your struggle. My boyfriend struggles and having someone understand and let him know it' s all. ...Expand
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@littleirishangel7 years agoSending you love and hugs from one mama to another. I struggled with ppd and with depression still, so i feel you. I feel where you' ve been and where. ...Expand
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@Jannisha7 years agoHeyy, welcome back so happy to see you again and to hear that you' re feeling better. With depression for ten years, since i was a t and it' s still with me, just has brought some friends with during these years. So maybe i might have an idea how you' ve felt, and i know it' s fcking hard and some days you just can' t do anything to it even if you have medication and you get counselling. It' s awesome that you have friends, family and things you love cuz it really does help tremendously mental illnesses are deviously crippling at their worst and to be taken as seriously as somatic ones like cancer. Enough of the rant, really hyper excited to see what kind of vids you come up with next!. ...Expand
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@BadGirl08047 years agoGlad you' re back. I' ve missed your videos, but you do have to take care of yourself and your family first. I am glad you are feeling much better.. ...Expand
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@lisaturner62977 years agoYou were very missed & your home here welcomes you with open arms & hugs across the miles.
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@amandaburns61707 years agoMissed you! Love to you! No need to apologize or explain yourself, im glad you took time for yourself, i' ve struggled with depression and anxiety,. ...Expand
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@skkim10247 years agoI missed you! I' m so happy to hear that you are feeling better. Thank you for the video update:
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@xxiamdanixx7 years agoSo glad to see you back! It made me cry because i know exactly how you feel. I' ve been battling ppd since december, have horrible anxiety as it is. It' s . ...Expand
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@jojoaug7 years agoSo glad you are feeling better! Have been thinking of you and missed your videos.
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@tangiblehope7 years agoI quickly scrolled through some of the comments and i have to say i' m so glad everyone here has been so supportive and positive! You' ve built a . ...Expand
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@curlydesigns66737 years agoI' m glad your back and hope to see more videos! i' m really sorry you had to go through all those feelings. You are worthy!
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@wishlizz7 years agoWelcome back honey! I totally understand that sometimes you need to do what is the best for you. I anxiety and depression too. It is really hard to explain. ...Expand
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@tjayotte7 years agoWonderful to see you back! Admire your bravery for this video girl. Very glad to hear you' re feeling better! Even though the road to finding the right. ...Expand
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@arista0220027 years agoSo happy you' re back. I was just wondering how you were doing a few days back!
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@prettypwz19157 years agoSo happy to see your beautiful face. I have suffred from depression for over 20 years. Tried several medications abd finally got one that works. Take 1 day at a time and do pamper yourself.
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@ErinBoBerin207 years agoI' m so glad you' re back! I' ve missed watching you so much.
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@Kaylacett7 years agoI' m glad your back: i subscribed close to when you left but i loved you from the start it' s easy to relate you as a mother. I' m sorry about. ...Expand
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@lilmissgeorgiapeach47 years agoI' m so glad your back and that your feeling so much better. You did what was best for you and your family, and that makes you a great mom and wife. Don' t ever forget that.
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@happybutterfly557 years agoHello! Glad to have you back! Stay strong, girl! Hugs)
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@turpinjane27 years agoIt' s so nice to see you elise, welcome back. I' ve missed your videos! You are a strong, resilient and brave young woman to make this video and. ...Expand
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@tdwhittaker7 years agoI was just thinking about you yesterday. I' ve been following you since before you had kids and am glad you' re back and feeling better. Take care of you!
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@smartypants26507 years agoI was just thinking about you and how i use to love watching you and how i hadn' t seen a video of yours in a while and saw this. I' m glad you' re . ...Expand
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@vanillasprinkles827 years agoSo glad you are back and feeling better! You were missed!
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@mandysworldxo7 years agoGlad to see you back! Halloween decor video' s please!
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@btinlin927 years agoI am sooo happy to see your face! I' ve missed you and your vibrant personality!
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@peleaulanimahi19557 years agoMuch love and aloha my dear. Happy to have you.
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@DorisMia7 years agoYou are a true warrior for making yourself open and honest with your situation. As you i do too suffer mostly of anxiety for a long time and yes it takes. ...Expand
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@Jasmine4.447 years agoI' ve missed you! Sorry you had to go through that, you are such a kind hearted person. I love you! Hope ryan, ella and erik are doing great!
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@hannahc.9227 years agoI am so glad to see you in my subscription feed! I missed you and your videos! I feel for you. No need to apologize, take care of yourself and enjoy your new addition.
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@Jannabelle1267 years agoSending positive vibes your way! Self-care is an important part of life. Lots of love!
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@Moongoddess2227 years agoAw i feel for you. Missed your vids was wondering how you were. Wish you the best always. Many blessings.
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@Marriedtothat7 years agoStill here! So happy you' re back! Your health is the most important thing and in so glad you' re feeling better! I had post partum depression as . ...Expand
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@77Pinkcupcake7 years agoBeautiful soul, you are not alone. I have suffered from depression for almost 20 years. It' s now extremely well managed with medication. Sending you. ...Expand
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@animeotaku89097 years agoIts like seeing a friend you haven' t seen in a while speak your truth girl, no need to apologize. You checked in enough on instagram enough where i . ...Expand
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@possumfeathers7 years agoVery happy to see your face! I can relate, since i' ve been there. You may not think you made much sense, but anyone that has ever struggled the least. ...Expand
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@brittanysworld55267 years agoSo happy to see your back. I' ve missed you! Glad your doing well:
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@velinar.60967 years agoI was seriously thinking about you the other day! So happy to see you! I' m so glad you' re doing ok! Depression is hard. You' re health is the most important, than anything. You got to take care of you first!
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@Misslisaj7 years agoHi love! I do miss you so much. I too have been dealing with stuff or life as they call it. I tho have been going through menopause! Psycho me! So id="hidden64" hubs & i decided we needed counselling & me meds! Hormone replacement. Let me tell you they have helped tremendously! But what does scare me is if i keep taking them im afraid of breast cancer. Well im super happy youre feeling better & miss you sooo much. I love you bunches! Xoxoxoxop. ...Expand
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@narishamartinez39047 years agoOmg! I am soo glad you are back! Im sure you' ve been busy with the baby and other two kids. But happy you are back.
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@mandy22f7 years agoOh elise! So happy to see you here again. Please take your time and take care of you and post whenever you feel ready. It can be hard enough having a baby i was thinking about you this morning, because i' ve been shopping for fall/winter clothes for my kids (and snacking on halloween candy lol) and i was thinking of rematching your fall/halloween videos! This time of year just isn' t the same without you here on the tube! You' re the queen of fall and halloween: d love ya! Sending hugs and hope you feel better every day < 3. ...Expand
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@lipsticklasheslogic7 years agoI clicked on this video so fast! I can' t wait to see you make an amazing comeback!
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@asdabir7 years agoYou were one of my original channels i used to watch. So glad to see you back. Good to know you have a good support system. Continue to take care of yourself. Hugs:
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@tarainwonderland117 years agoAs someone who has dealt with depression and anxiety for almost 20 years i completely understand what you are trying to say and where you are coming from.. ...Expand1
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@MelissaYates7 years agoGlad you' re back. I am still around but dealing with my own issues. I am so glad that you are doing better. Hopefully i can do the same soon.
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@calicogirlz7 years agoSo glad that you are back! Thank you for being brave and sharing your life struggles with us. Please no apologizing! So glad you got through it and that you are happy and feeling back to yourself:
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@Meh0_0-7 years agoI was so excited to see new content from you i am happy to hear you' re starting to feel more like yourself! I know the struggle, i struggled wit id="hidden69"h really bad anxiety after giving birth to my daughter and i wouldn' t wish that upon anyone. It' s good to see you back. ...Expand
and see. I think a lot of us mommys can relate. So happy to see your beautiful face back elise.
i' m really sorry you had to go through all those feelings. You are worthy!